pain.
i shouldn’t even be posting this, but i need to cry out somewhere that has the chance of being heard, even though it won’t be.
i am too much physical pain to accomplish anything i want to. i can’t do any of the art projects i want to do. i can’t zip music files and send them to friends, or hold up a conversation online. i can’t play musical instruments. i can’t really do anything if it involves my hands. the mental anguish that results from this physical pain is one of the most excruciating things ever. too much pain, i have to stop..